Friday, January 06, 2006

when i like someone..

my world is pink when he's around me..

i am speechless when he calls me 'dear'.. heh.. so sweet..

i am worried sick when he calls on the phone and he sounds so sad..

i am damn frustrated when he didnt reply my sms/email..

i was really upset when he cancelled our outing..

i am absolutely damn jealous when he talks about other 'gurl'..

but yet..
it hurts the most when he ignores me..

whatever it is. i am just his so called friend-when-i-am-in-need. not more than that.

what shall i do? appreciate this friendship? let him go? just be around when he needs me as i always do?

"If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were." - Anon


Lost Key said...
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Lost Key said...

your world looks surprisingly cool in pink!

shu said...

i lurve pink..