what actually.. are u looking for, shu?
been thinking for quite sometimes now. what am i actually looking for? who am i waiting for? mr perfect, who is actually does not even exist? I been turning down ppl, hurting ppl's feeling - thats not really my intention, but the matter of the heart is unforceable, at least, i think so.
today, after one more ******, i am now staring at my notebook screen and typing here. not sure what to write but i need somewhere to pour out everything. everything which i do not know how to put into words and sentences. really confuse right now. is it wrong for me to wait for someone who i really like to come into my life? sometimes i turned down someone without even getting to know him better. bad girl. what's happening to me? d-uh.
anyone who read this. sorry if u dont understand head n tail. since this is so happened to be my blog, so its really up to me on what the content going to be.