Tuesday, December 12, 2006

letting go~
Bahagia rasenye bila ade orang yg kita sayang di sisi. apa lagi kalau dia org yg kita benar2 percaya. tapi, kalau tiba2 dia decide untuk pergi, how? kalau dia kata, dia ada orang lain, how?

There are someone, somethings that not meant for us. so, kalau nak force pun takde makne. If really not for me, why should i insist, as if he's the only one i care in this whole world. I don't give a damn.

If i really dun care, why didnt i showed up at the reunion last weekend? Tough question for myself, haha. Though that person might not be there. Tapi the fact that i might have to face a guy who has made me lost fate to a creature named 'lelaki' just not a way for me to spend my Sunday afternoon. I'll prefer to see my old friends alone, not in a gath. urgh.. feel bad missing the reunion, got sms-es from my friends asking me to join, but.. (there's a big BUT there), sorry girls..

But when i think back, apa yang nak disimpan lagi rasa marah, semua nya dah berakhir pun. yang dah lepas biar lah.. walau macamana suka pun dulu, rasa suka tu dah hilang. dia mungkin mmg bukan untuk ku.

begitu jugak lah dgn suzuki swippp. walaupun loan dah approved, tapi kalau bukan utkku, bukan jugak lah. ntah kenapa tiba2 aku tawar hati. sorry swippp.. maybe mini cooper is meant for me, muahahaha, berangan la kamu..


i cross the street..

3 comments:

sukhoi_mkm said...

kenapa ye....sejak akhir2 nie tulisan dlm blog shu agak sayu je...sabar ye btw gambar sapa tu?? cam nak release tension je.

shu said...

alamak, ye ke sayu? erm..

tu gambar my cousin...

mIsS wEeDa said...

" There are someone, somethings that not meant for us. so, kalau nak force pun takde makne.." -totally agree with u, dear. don't b sad..ader hikmah di sebaliknyer, kan..