Nice isn't it when we have at least a hope to hold on.
It helps to keep us going..
at least, that's what i think.
what if now the hope seems like something thats not gonna happen?
can i handle another frustration?
maybe, i should stop hoping much as it hurt a lot if i did not get what i want, again.
hope is what that keeps me going.
this entry is pretty much... blablabla.