tanpa disedari, dah masuk bulan februari!
at times, i am glad that time seems to go by pretty fast.
but, mostly, i am a bit worried or panic or erm, tak tau how to put in the right word.
maybe scared that it seems like time flies too fast that i am still lagging behind. in m own world, in my own comfort zone.
worried that i missed those things that i should have known, seen or experienced.
panic that i can't cope with things that coming.
thinking about future makes me feel that way.
but apa pun yg akan berlaku, tetap akan berlaku, kan. itu mmg dah qada' & qadar.
saye sbg hambaNya yg lemah, hanya mampu berusaha sebaik mungkin and accept whatever that comes my way.
hope i'll be strong. tidak sentiasa panik, risau atau takut.
maybe girls just want to have fun ~
but there are time when we need to be serious,
yet its still be FUN ~
we want to go to europe before blk malaysia. but it seems like ticket flight semua cekik darah.
pity my husband. this is the drawback of not having own salary. nak pegi holiday pun terasa sgt bersalah, sbb encik suami yg kena tanggung semua expenses.
and we have actually agreed before that we are going to save some money sbb balik malaysia nnt we still need to cari rumah, furnished rumah, beli kereta and we have one project which i reaaaaallllyyy hope kami mampu laksanakan. hm.
yet, saye nak pegi europe. pokai blk le kami ~
# see, i just wanna have fun tapi malas kerja!!!!! aish!